Really

I know why I'm holding back...because I'm not ready to love her even though I'm blindly in Love with her.

I am more in Love with her than she thinks. And I don't want to admit to it because she might leave once she knows the truth.

I want to lie to her so she can stay longer but that's not the right thing to do. I'm continously building my wall and I can't stop until I begin to realize (and understand) the intensity of her Love.

We shall see...