Mom's Advice

"You should really get your stuff published. They're good." - Mom

Wow, maybe I am good. I think I finally have a fire to keep burning. I might just finish my book sooner. woo.!

well

hi, im new to this place
i'll take my shoes off so i wont
walk all over it
ill take good care and make sure
that it stays in one piece
thanks for loaning me your heart
ill take care of it


i was bored lol sorry


hello, im new to this home
i thought i might stop by and help you pay rent
seems like you have cats
i love cats
maybe we can share
just like you can share your heart
if you want to, you can check my last apartments,
if you wish
all my payments were on time
it was just that they didn't like my garden
the roses were too pure and too red for them
maybe you can help me trim them
and keep them healthy

No longer are you apart of my reality.
I am the new addition to your fantasy.

Always you are not part of my reality.

Fantasy I am new to your additions.

So that means you're subtracting.

And that equals a single answer.

"Green"

Definitely not the way we use green. Lol.

5.	not fully developed or perfected in growth or condition; unripe; not properly aged: This peach is still green.

6.	unseasoned; not dried or cured: green lumber.

7.	immature in age or judgment; untrained; inexperienced: a green worker.

8.	simple; unsophisticated; gullible; easily fooled.

9.	fresh, recent, or new: an insult still green in his mind.

10.	having a sickly appearance; pale; wan: green with fear; green with envy.

11.	full of life and vigor; young: a man ripe in years but green in heart.

12.	environmentally sound or beneficial: green computers.

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Source : http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/green

My open ears & arms sometime seem to be met with nothingness.
I know we should give & expect nothing in return, but I sometimes experience a sour feeling.
I guess it can be described as me being green.

All I can do is be grateful that there is One greater than all of us whom I can give my burdens to.

Yep, I`ve gone from green to grateful in a moments notice.

--E
"Ungreen"

Sometimes I close my arms so I can hold on to space and time. But instead all I can hug is emptiness that's supposed to be a presence. And I can't wonder when its going to be filled.

But I am grateful that I have the CHANCE to still be able to hold on to something, when there are those who only hold on to their other hand six feet under.

Yep, I`ve [also] gone from green to grateful in a moments notice.

--J

"UnGreen"

Somehow being tied down always adds more responsibility and another life to worry about.

Yet, not being tied down but knowing titles will come soon makes different events just that different. If you hang out with other people I've never met it scares me. I might lose you but at the same time, I can say I don't really care. I can always move on with life alone. Sometimes there is just not enough time to make up my mind.

Somehow being tied down sometimes feels as good as the heavens.

But sometimes its just something that I don't even want to go through.

LoversFriends

When is letting go ever easy?
There are usually two ends of the process.
You`re either being let go or doing the letting.
Is it possible that they are both equally as painful as the other?
If in most cases it`s inevitable that this is the final destination, would we start relationships in the first place?