For a Scholarship

A college experience has given me a second chance at a future. Just two years ago, I barely graduated high school with an interest in joining the military. I didn’t have the funds to go to a good college. Instead of the military, I took two years off to do community service. As I tutored elementary students I learned a college education is just as important as passing the 3^rd grade. It wouldn’t make sense for me to teach students how to read if I wasn’t doing the same. I have been in school for about 3 weeks. It has been one of my best decisions. I am officially happy and content with where my life is headed. I’m following my dream of being an Architectural-Engineer. I’m not only doing this for my students, but also for my biological, adopted and U of D Mercy family.

Saving, SuperMan

Have you ever wanted to save someone? Just help them out cause you saw them hurt. Well, yesterday, (yes, I'm a day late), I wanted to help somebody out. She's real pretty and it just seems like she's been going through a lot. I'd like to help her out but I know I can't. Anyways, I wrote this song yesterday. I hope one day you'll find someone. . .

I wish I could be your superman / but I know you're tired of people trying / so I'll leave it up to you / my hand is at your reach / just know when to grab on / cause I don't want to see you fall / let's spring up / and bring summer on your smile / I just want you to be happy /

I see you sitting, chillin’ /

With a gleam in your eyes /

Diamonds in disguise /

I know you wanna cry/

How do I know? /

Cause I rely on my senses /

To show me you’re tense and /

I want you to relax /

Subtract the last guy /

Let go of past tries /

You might just find /

True lines need no trust /

Since lust is lost /

In the history of misery /

Life’s a mystery /

I wish I could be your superman / but I know you're tired of people trying / so I'll leave it up to you / my hand is at your reach / just know when to grab on / cause I don't want to see you fall / let's spring up / and bring summer on your smile / I just want you to be happy /

I remember the day I met you /

You had a set dude /

But it became a set fuel /

With feuds to fuse hate /

You replaced love with weight /

Time to unwind and let free /

Release the tension you mentioned /

To your friends about a future /

One never ending mutual /

But arguments absent /

Of the love once made

You’re stuck on what’s to fade /

But that comes with trade /

A new face of faith so great /

I wish I could be your superman / but I know you're tired of people trying / so I'll leave it up to you / my hand is at your reach / just know when to grab on / cause I don't want to see you fall / let's spring up / and bring summer on your smile / I just want you to be happy /

Trials do come by /

but I wanna see you fly /

see you lie on the clouds /

relaxed, so sound /

nothing profound, just calm /

stand on my palms /

reach for the God /

love with no facades /

add laugh to pass /

on the cruise to truth /

I know it never set you free /

So be imperative to words /

Relative to gold /

Uphold you soul /

Strive for your goals /

and love some more

Vis. Comm.

So this is exciting. My teacher is from Poland. We call her J.Z., yea, like the Rapper only better. She called me a minimalist cause I draw so small. Haha. I really like this class. She says some funny things and I learn a lot. For homework I had to make a cube out of wood. I'm currently drawing two point perspectives. It's actually really fun. I had forgotten how much I enjoy drawing. I remember doing this in High School.

Twice as Much Work is Twice as Much Better

So, I've been having a difficult time adjusting to this thing called school. I'm so hard on myself, like a perfectionist. I have been worried about grades and getting things done. Well, yesterday my mother dropped me off at school. I had a talk with her. Lately I've been having talks with other people and they've been helping me out. I have a very supportive group and I am happy to have them around. Here's my tip to you,

Sometimes when things aren't going right, you just have to keep pushing on. You know why? Well, because you love what you do. Don't let anyone tell you to stop doing that. It is your life and you must live it up.

New Post For College

So I was told, or suggested, to keep a journal of my college career. My grandfather said this would be a good idea, so I know how far I've come and to take in to account the days that go by in my schooling and growth. I've been thinking about it for a while and after so many days of being lazy I've decided to write about my experience through this Blog. So check it out daily, if you want to. I do come across some good stories. Thanks for your support and your time.

Yours,

Jose'

Another

Another death,

Breathless

I'm left less

So unrighteous

My stress

Please caress

So righteous

Unlike lifeless

My rest

My chest

I confess

I'm less

I want more

Out the door

Stop the sore

Open the core

Shallow shore

Praise to the lord

I'm trying to score

So I'll go fast forward and rose. . . .

A While

So it's been a while

and while it's been so long

I still have the words.

It's amazing

It's the Grace in God

So true, I knew

it long ago

but now my self goes

out into the world and speaks

I speak to be spoken to

And I listen to those who listen

I am a mastermind

and always will be

Amazing

God's grace